Those Three Chapter 19

“Do you like me?” Stephanie asks Ronnie. She blushed more and was starting to feel even more nervous now that she asked him. “I mean… Because you used to like Lacy and… I know… I know that it hurt you when she chose Robert.”

“That’s the past, I needed to let that go. And I did.” Ronnie said and touched her face. “Now, Stephanie.” Ronnie pressed his lips against hers. Stephanie was feeling like that all her body wanted was to give in to him. Stephanie liked Ronnie. Ever since she started spending time with him, she grew to like him a lot and enjoyed his company. When she wasn’t around him she tended to think about him a lot. Stephanie felt like this was love she felt for Ronnie. Not like the silly crush she had on Robert years ago.

The two continued to kiss for a bit before Ronnie stopped and pulled away from her. Stephanie was confused if she might’ve done something wrong, but that thought was quickly brushed away as Ronnie grabbed her hands and guides her towards her bed.

“He… He wants me?” Stephanie thought to herself.

Max was sitting in his bedroom. Him and Alana just wasn’t talking much to each other. He wasn’t even sure what to say to her at the moment. I felt like he didn’t want to say something to hurt her feelings even more. He wasn’t even sure what his feelings were and what he should do. He was confused. He was young, already going to be a father soon and he felt like he wasn’t even ready.

“This is my own fault. I shouldn’t of did what I did. But…” Max looked down. “I told Alana that I didn’t care that if she did get pregnant, that I would do my best to care for her and the baby. I feel like a failure. I feel like I can’t do it. I am too young. I guess I regret what I said but… I really love Alana! I can’t just leave her alone with the kid!” Louie came into the bedroom. Louie was Max’s younger brother. He once was in a relationship with Craig’s younger sister, Sabrina but the two had broken up recently.

“Something wrong?” Louie asks his older brother.

“Something you really wouldn’t understand.” Max replied and sighed. “I don’t know what I am going to do.”

“Is it about your girlfriend being pregnant?” Louie asked. Max just stared at him.

“Yeah, like you can give me good advice about it.” Max rolled his eyes.

“I don’t, but… If it were me. I think you should stick with your girlfriend and the kid. You love her right? Just because a kid comes into the picture doesn’t mean you hate her for it and split up. Mom and dad are doing great and they had you when they were young, heck mom was young when she had me.” Louie tells Max. He picked up his cellphone off his bed. “That’s what I think.” After Louie got his cell phone, he left the room.

Max heard his cellphone start ringing and went to see who was calling him. It was Alana. Max wasn’t sure if he wanted to talk to her at the moment as he felt stressed. Max closed his eyes and declined the call. Alana tried calling again and Max declined her call again.

“I am just not ready.” Max thought to himself. Alana was at home staring at her phone. Feeling upset and hurt that Max didn’t answer his phone. She sat down on her bed and began to text him. She felt worried. Max saw Alana’s text that she had sent him.

Alana’s Text: Max, are you ok?

Max turned his phone off and tossed it to the side of him on his bed.

“I can’t do this right now.” Max says.

Alana started to cry. “Max… Won’t answer me…. I don’t understand…” Alana says to herself as she cried feeling very hurt. “He really didn’t want me to get pregnant and I selfishly did! It’s all my fault! But he promised me!” Alana felt upset and mainly she felt upset with herself. She felt like Max had a right about not wanting to be a father because he was young. She was young to be a mother. Even though she felt he had a right to feel that way, she still felt hurt and lied to. From the times when Max told her he wouldn’t get mad if she accidentally got pregnant, and when she did become pregnant. He was upset and possibly mad at her. Alana felt like her life was getting crushed down to a million pieces and wasn’t sure if she could pick it up.

Lionel happened to be walking in the hallway and heard his younger half sister crying in her bedroom. He opens the door.

“What’s wrong?” Lionel asked. Alana stared at him and then back down. Tears still coming down her face.  “Is it about Max?” Alana started crying more. Lionel knew that it had to be about Max. He walks over to Alana. “What happened? You can tell me.”

“It’s all my fault! I got pregnant! Max really wasn’t ready to be a dad! It’s all my fault! I had to get pregnant because I am so stupid!” Alana cries and hugs her older brother. Crying on him. Feeling upset. “Now… Now he won’t… He won’t talk to me anymore! He won’t answer my calls or texts!” Lionel didn’t like hearing that.

“That asshole!” Lionel pulled Alana away from him. “You shouldn’t try to get upset. I’ll talk to him!”

“But Lionel… Max has a right, doesn’t he? He don’t want to be a dad. I am forcing him.” Alana cried.

“Alana you aren’t forcing him. Max needs to get his damn act together! If he got you pregnant then he needs to grow a pair and man up!” Lionel felt furious with Max. “Hell! Paige and I are trying to make it work together!”

“Lionel… Please don’t! Please don’t fight with Max! Please!” Alana looked at Lionel with tears in her eyes. “Please…”

“Ugh… But I don’t like this!” Lionel turned his head. Alana looks down and started to think of Max.

Lacy had begun crying in her bedroom as she was sitting on her bed. James happened to hear and knocked on the door. Lacy didn’t even respond to him. He cracked opened the door just a little.

“Lacy, are you alright?” James asks her.  Lacy stared at him and quickly looked away. “Something is the matter…” James came into the bedroom. “Do you want to talk about it?”

“I don’t know…” Lacy said and started wiping her tears away.

“You don’t have to talk about it if you don’t want to. I am just concerned.” James says staring at his older sister. The two didn’t dislike each other even though they didn’t talk or hang with each other much. James was more into studying, bugs, insects, and reading. Lacy only had little in common with him.

“A couple years ago… It was wrong for me to think I was in love with two guys when I wasn’t… I feel like I used Ronnie. I don’t hate him, I like him. A lot. But… I don’t actually love him. It took me a bit to realize that. And when I did, I still didn’t let it end. Because of fear. I was scared. I didn’t want to hurt him because we were close. And I ended up hurting him in the long run because of that.” Lacy tells James.

“I know mom used to talk to you about that and you would get so upset. I really thought maybe you did liked both and just really couldn’t choose, but then again… I was a kid too. You were young, Lacy. I don’t think you should really still think much about that. Have you apologize to Ronnie?”

“I….I don’t think he would want to talk to me about it.”

“But talking about it with him might help you both. It might help you not feel so guilty anymore and help him move on if he didn’t. But I am just assuming this might happen not that it will.”

“It’s just when I was younger, I had a lot going on. I was stressed and hurt… I felt like my mind was actually stable. But now… I feel a lot better and I love Robert so much. I know he’s the one that I care for the most.”

“The only thing you can do is just talk to Ronnie.” James tells him. Lacy wasn’t sure if Ronnie would want to discuss that with her. She was sure he would just not want to bring it up.

Back at Stephanie’s apartment, she had some dried tears on her face as she was moaning. Ronnie had her forced partially on the bed as she was bent over it.

“You like it, you bitch!” Ronnie rudely says to her. He yanked a little on her hair which caused her to cry out. This was the first time that Stephanie had ever did this with anyone. She felt helpless but didn’t want Ronnie to stop. She felt like she was being split open and it hurt but she felt like she was enjoying it.

“D-Daddy!” Stephanie moaned loudly.

“You better take it all in you!” Ronnie yelled. Stephanie felt it as Ronnie ejaculated inside. She felt some dripping out of her backside. Ronnie got off of her and laid down on the bed. Panting. He was out of breath. Stephanie’s face was red. She was out of breath too and felt exhausted. From staring at Ronnie she was wondering if he was exhausted. The two didn’t say anything for a couple of minutes until Ronnie spoke.

“Come over here and get on your knees.”

“W-What?” Stephanie asked and gets up.

“Come over here and get on your knees in front of me.” Ronnie commanded her. Stephanie knew exactly what Ronnie wanted from her. “Clean up the mess, you fucking slut!” Hearing that caused a sensation in Stephanie. She felt like she couldn’t stop herself.

“Yes sir.” She agreed.

Lacy decided maybe she should try to talk to Ronnie. She called Robert’s cell phone.

“Hey Robert, is Ronnie home?” Lacy asks.

“Why do you wanna know about Ronnie?” Robert asked her. He seemed to be suspicious of it and sounded kind of jealous.

“Robert be serious! I am not trying to pick him up or anything! I just think… Maybe I should talk to him. I feel… I feel bad about what happened and not giving him a full explanation before. You know?” Lacy admits.

“Yeah, I get it. Ronnie does seem like he wants to forget the past though and move on from it. He didn’t seem angry no more towards me. In fact, he act like he wants to hang with us. Do you think it’s really necessary to talk to him about that? Why would you feel guilty still? It’s been a couple of years.”

“I don’t know. I just feel like I was wrong. I was stupid before.”

“Look, go call him. I can text you his cell phone number.” Robert said and hung her up.

“And he didn’t even say ‘goodbye’, ugh.” Lacy felt irritated with Robert, but Robert did text Ronnie’s number to her. “I guess I can try calling him…” Lacy dialed Ronnie’s cell phone number. She didn’t get an answer. She redialed again. Ronnie heard his cell phone going off but he was too much into Stephanie sucking and licking him off. His cell phone was by him on the bed and he just used one hand to try to click it off but he accidentally answered the call.

Lacy was surprised what she heard. Ronnie breathing and letting out groans, but what he said made her feel weird. “Yeah, clean up the mess you made, you dirty whore!”

“Uhh…” Lacy’s face was red and she felt nervous. She quickly hung the phone up. “T-That wasn’t what I was expecting!” Lacy felt weird. “Is he just out doing something stupid or did he finally find someone… Someone… Was he with Stephanie?” Lacy wondered and then shook her head. “That isn’t my business.”

Hours have gone by, and now it was very early in the morning. Around 1 AM. Stephanie was awake. She was sitting on the sofa in her living room. Thinking. Thinking about what her and Ronnie had done. As Stephanie was sitting on the sofa, she was wearing a nightgown that she threw on.

“That was the first time I ever did that with anyone… Heck Ronnie was the first person I ever kissed before…” Stephanie’s face was red as she thought about what had happened. “I never been with anyone before like that. Sure Robert and I were kinda…. I don’t think of us as lovers in the past to be honest. We did nothing with each other. But… Ronnie and I… Does he love me? Did he really forget Lacy?” Stephanie looked down. “No… I think he still harbors feelings for Lacy deep inside. But… I don’t know… Usually I can see things… Maybe if I slept on it, I might be able to.” Stephanie decided to make her way back to her bedroom. Ronnie sat up, turned the lamp on in the bedroom that was on a nightstand by her bed. He stared at Stephanie.

“What were you doing?” He asks her.

“Just was sitting in the living room for a bit.” Stephanie replied and got onto the bed next to Ronnie. “I just had things on my mind. Nothing important though. I was thinking about getting some sleep.”

“Did you enjoy yourself earlier, love?” Ronnie asked and touched her face. Stephanie began to feel her heart beat fast.

“R-Ronnie… Why have you been so… so loving to me lately? You can’t possibly forgotten Lacy just like that. You been in love with her for years! Do you actually… Like me?” Stephanie asks.

“Of course I like you.” Ronnie said and brought her close to him. Hugging her. “I always have liked you since we met up again. Of course when I was younger no, but… That’s because I didn’t really get to see you or talk to you.”

“What about Lacy? Do you still have feelings for her?” Stephanie asked and looked up at Ronnie’s face.

“Stephanie, I will be real with you. I will not lie. I want to forget Lacy. She’s happy with Robert. I want to have my close relationship with my brother again. If Lacy and I become friends you have to accept that. But… my feelings for Lacy are dying down. I don’t feel strongly about her anymore as I am getting to like you more. But… Love takes time to build. Let’s not rush this.” Ronnie tells her. Stephanie blushes.

“Ronnie… I like you.”

“I know.”