Alana was with Lacy. She had Lacy over to have a conversation with her. “What do you think I should do? Max acts like he wants that but I don’t know… I don’t want him leaving me. But I feel like he won’t. But then I worry what others will think of me.” Alana said worried to Lacy.
“I am not sure what to say. It’s up to you about what you want to do. I…” Lacy looks down. “I let Robert and Ronnie touch me because… I didn’t want…” Lacy felt nervous to tell Alana.
“It’s alright.” Alana tells her friend. “I just really like Max. He’s a great guy. So far, our dates have been amazing. And when the date is over, I usually end up kissing him. And it really starts to heat up and I have to end it. Because I am just unsure of what I want to do.”
“It’s up to you. No one can force you or make you do anything. I can’t tell you what to do. It’s all up to you. Be careful though. Pregnancy.”
“I know. I don’t know if I can handle being a teen mom. But… I don’t want to take those pills and I am not sure about using a condom…” Alana blushes a little.
“Believe me. I don’t do the pills. I don’t even get Robert or Ronnie to use a condom either. It’s how I ended up pregnant. Then miscarried.” Lacy glances at Alana. “I feel uncomfortable with using something like that.”
“I feel uncomfortable with the idea too.” Alana admits. “I don’t know what to do honestly. Maybe I should just do whatever happens and go with the flow.”
“You could, just try not to do so much if you end up sleeping with him.” Lacy tells Alana. “I have to go. I need to pack my things.”
“Oh. Your parents finally have a home now?” Alana asks.
“Yes, it’s going to be hard to get mom out of the lease at her apartment, but it will all work out. The house is really nice.” Lacy tells Alana.
“It is? How many bedrooms?” Alana asks.
“A 3 bedroom. The bedrooms are nice size. Of course my parents’ bedroom is the biggest. They even have their own bathroom. The home is nice. I got to see it. My dad took me to see it. I really am happy for my parents to finally be together again. All it took. All it took was for me to stay with Robert and Ronnie for a while. I feel like a lot of things happened already this year and the end of last year.”
“Yes, it does seem like that. My parents moved here into this nice huge home not too long ago. But my dad is leaving my mother because he wants to be with the woman he really loves. He wants me to meet her one day. I am a little nervous.” Alana admits. Lacy stared at Alana.
“Do you not want your parents to separate?” Lacy asks. Alana shook her head.
“That’s not it. I don’t mind if they do. I never really got along with my mother anyways. It’s just I am nervous about meeting the woman my dad wants to be with. I am afraid she might not like me. Also, I keep wondering what kind of woman she is. Her son is Tj after all. She also has another son name ‘Lionel’.”
“Tj? That crazy guy in school? Are you serious?” Lacy asks surprised. Alana nods.
“Yes, and I know how weird he is and I am afraid that his mother might be… Maybe I am being wrong about this.” Alana looks down.
“Try not to worry about it.” Lacy tells Alana. “I need to go. See you later.” Lacy had left. Alana wasn’t sure what to think. She just sat there on her bed. Her cell phone began to ring. She picks it up and answers it.
“Hello?” Alana said.
“Hey, can I come over?” Max asks. Alana began to blush.
“Uhh…sure!” Alana wasn’t sure what to say but she just agreed with it.
“Cool, I will be right over.” Max hung the phone up. Alana hung her cell phone up and sits it down on her bed.
“He’s going to be coming over.” Alana started to feel more nervous. “I am not sure what I should do…”
In just 25 minutes, Max had came. A maid lets him in and he makes it to Alana’s bedroom. She was startled at first when he came in.
“Sorry. I should have knocked.” Max apologizing.
“It’s alright. Did you wanted to speak to me about something?” Alana asked. Max shuts the door and walks over to her.
“Alana, ever since the first day I met you I just really liked you. I still like you. A whole lot. I want to be together with you. No matter what. Even if we fight. I want to make sure we make up.”
“Max, that’s sweet of you.” Alana blushes. Max sat down by her.
“I don’t care how far our relationship goes because I want to be with you all through it.” Max touches Alana’s hand. She felt her heart beat fast. Her fast got more red. “There’s not a day that goes by that I don’t think of you. I think of you when you’re not near me. I think of you at night before I fall asleep. I think of you even in class.”
“Do you still focus on school?” Alana asks. Max laughs a little.
“Alana, you know I do. I am not that bad at my school work.” Max said and got closer to Alana. She wasn’t sure what to think of it.
“Max you aren’t trying to just butter me up for… you know…”
“Alana! No! I am not. I am being serious. I really do like you. Don’t you believe me?” Max asked and lets go of Alana’s hand. She looks the other way.
“I am sorry. I feel like I have been being a little mean lately. I am not really sure what to say or do. It’s my decision if I want to do that or not. Max, you know I want to but I just won’t let you. I am just too scared.” Alana admits and looks back at him. She then looked down.
“You’re scared?” Max asks.
“I am scared. Will it hurt? Will people know about it? Will I be called names? Will I get pregnant? Will my dad get angry?” I have lots of thoughts and questions that I don’t even know the answers to.” Alana looks back at Max. “I am sorry.”
“Don’t be. I have questions too that I can’t answer myself. I want to do it, but I am afraid of hurting your feelings, or accidently getting you pregnant. Or not being able to be with you. I don’t want you leaving me either.” Max touches Alana’s face.
“Max, I won’t leave you.”
“And I will never leave you either. Even if you… if you get pregnant. I still won’t leave. I will still love you. Alana, I love you.” Max’s face was red. His heart was beating fast. Alana’s was the same.
“Max, I love you too! I love you so much!” Alana hugs Max. He hugs her back. They both were blushing red. Both had their hearts beating fast. They let go of each other and looked at each other’s eyes. Within that moment, the two end up kissing. The kiss just wouldn’t stop. Max pushes Alana down on the bed. Both kept the kiss going. They felt like they couldn’t stop. Alana felt Max’s hand grab one of her breast and gave it a small squeeze. They part lips just for a split second.
“Alana!”
“M-Max!” And then back together their mouths were. Alana felt Max’s tongue entering her mouth. She used her tongue to play with his tongue back. She wasn’t paying much attention. She had hands all over Max. Rubbing him and trying to undress him. Max was the same with Alana. Just touching her and trying to get her undressed. They finally stopped kissing to catch their breath. Alana and Max realized what they were doing. Alana’s blouse was unbuttoned. Her skirt wasn’t on her no more. Her socks were on the floor. Max had no shoes on or socks. His shirt was off and his pants were undone.
“Alana, should we stop?” He asks her.
“I don’t want to but… I am…so…afraid.” Alana looks the other way. Max kisses Alana again, before she could kiss his lips back he removed his away from hers. He then kissed her neck. Alana began to moan. He kissed down her neck till he met the top of her breasts. He couldn’t go any further with her bra still on her. He reaches behind Alana and unhooks her bra. With the bra becoming loose, Max got more of a glimpse of Alana’s breasts.
“It’s alright. I’ll stop when you tell me to.” Max said to her in a calm voice. Alana just looked at his eyes. She couldn’t even think or say anything. She felt like she was in a trance with him already. Max removes Alana’s blouse and threw it on the floor. Next came off was her bra. He took a look at her naked breasts. “They are even more better free.” He says and puts his mouth on her left breast. He kisses and licks it. Alana just moaned quietly. While Max did he reached between Alana’s legs. She was getting wet. He could feel it. He removed his hand and quickly uses it to grab Alana’s right breast. He squeezed it.
“M-Max!” She quietly responds. He took his mouth off her left breast.
“What do you need?” Max asks her.
“I… I want you.” She says looking at him. Max got off the bed to remove the rest remaining clothes that he had on him. Alana watched. She blushes when she saw him naked. She sat up.
“Are you alright? Should we stop?” Max asks her.
“Oh…my…” Alana was surprised. “I never seen a guy with no clothes on before.” She says blushing. Max just stood in front of her as she was at the edge of her bed. “C-Can I touch?” She asks nervous.
“W-What?” Max asked starting to get nervous as well. Alana reaches her hands out. She touched him. Max wasn’t sure what to think as she began to rub her hands up and down as he got harder in her hands. Alana felt it and was surprised. Her eyes just kept staring as she rubbed him.
“You…You’re a nice size but then again I never seen one before in my life.” Alana said to him. He didn’t say a word. “Are you sure this will fit in me?”
“A-Alana!” Alana removes her hands off of him.
“Max, I…” Alana’s face was red. Max was as well. She lets herself fall backwards on her bed. Letting Max have a good view of her body. Alana felt like all she wanted was Max. She wasn’t sure what to do.
“A-Are you okay?” Max asks her. She nods slowly.
“I will feel even more better if you sit on the bed by me.” Alana says. Max climbs onto the bed.
“Alana, you don’t have to do this if you don’t wanna.”
“I don’t know what to think, but I… I really…” Alana got off the bed. Max stared at her confused.
“Maybe we should stop.” Max said and sits up on the bed. He was staring at Alana who wasn’t facing him.
“Max… I don’t know what to do! I feel like I don’t want to stop! Every night lately I have been dreaming of you! And it just won’t stop! Before I go to sleep I think of you!” Alana looks back at Max. “I think of you kissing me and telling me you love me.”
“Alana…”
Alana sits down on Max’s lap. He felt nervous. She kisses him.