Alana was sitting in the house with Lacy. She found Lacy in her bedroom. “Sorry about that.”
“What did Robert say? Why was he here?” Lacy asks. Alana shuts the bedroom door.
“Well… he asked me if it costs a lot of money to check to see if he really is not able to have kid. I don’t know why he would ask me that. He said he wanted to see if he was able to or not because of… You know…”
“No matter what he thinks. The baby that died was Ronnie’s. I know it was.” Lacy said and looks down. Lacy looked like she was going to cry.
“Don’t be upset!” Alana sits down next to Lacy. “He told me too that he still loves you.”
“I feel stupid!” Lacy starts crying. “I make a decision because in the back on my mind I am stressing out! I am worrying! I get so upset because of the fact that I don’t want to hurt them both! And… I feel so stupid! I love Robert too! I love Ronnie! I love them both! I can’t be with them both! I made a choice and I feel like I shouldn’t of! I want things to stay as they were!” Lacy blurts out.
“Lacy…” Alana felt bad for Lacy. She wasn’t sure what to say or do because she never was in that kind of situation before.
“I am a stupid person! I love them both! And I did the right thing and chose! But I feel stupid afterwards because… I still love both of them!” Lacy still kept crying.
“Lacy, you aren’t stupid.”
It was nighttime. Madison was sitting outside the cabin. “I feel like I don’t want to be here anymore. Just when my family is finally all together they send me away for camp! I hate camp!” Madison thought to herself. She began to feel homesick and wanted to go home. Bryan couldn’t sleep and went outside. He seen Madison and decided to sit down by her.
“I can’t sleep. Can you?” Bryan asks her.
“I can’t. I can’t sleep. I feel…” Madison looks down. “I want to go home.”
“You do?” Bryan asks. “I kind of… miss being home too. I only decided to come because you were coming.”
“I… I know.” Madison stared at Bryan. She began to blush as she stared at him. He blushes back at her. “Bryan, why do you cover your eye?”
“I…My eye?” Bryan asks.
“Yes, can I see your other eye?” Madison asks.
“You won’t laugh?” He asks. She shook her head.
“I will never laugh at you.” She tells him. Bryan took a deep breath.
“I… I cover my eye because…” Bryan moved the hair piece covering his eye. He reveals his other eye to Madison. The eye was different from the other. It seemed his eyelid made his eye droop a little. Madison was surprised.
“I-I didn’t know!” She says as she stared. Bryan covered his eye again. “Is that why your eye is covered?”
“In the past, some kids in school made fun of me because of my eye. Ronnie and Robert beat them up and then helped me cover it up. No one said anything since.” Bryan tells Madison.
“I am so sorry.” Madison says looking at Bryan. “They shouldn’t have made fun of you.”
“It’s alright. That’s all in the past now. I don’t think too much about it.” Bryan said. Madison just stares at him.
“Bryan, I really… like you.” Madison blushes red. He blushes red as he heard her.
“I like you too.” He said and touches her hand. She felt her heart beat fast and she blushed more. She held his hand back and smiles a little.
“I like you a lot, Bryan.” Madison mumbles. He heard her.
Robert woke up hearing noise in the bedroom. He sat up and looked around. “Ronnie? What are you doing?” Robert asks.
“I am going out. I am going to see Lacy.” Ronnie responded. Robert was angry hearing that. “I know you’re jealous. I gave her a call that I would come late when her parents are asleep. She will let me in. And then we will have a little fun.” Ronnie said and laughed a little.
“And if her parents catch you both, you both will be in trouble.”
“I don’t give a fuck.” Ronnie responds.
“You know, with you not wanting to share her. The idea of not liking it is making Lacy keep thinking thoughts in her head. Getting her confused on what to do.”
“She shouldn’t be with two people. You know that better than anyone.” Ronnie opened the door. “And besides, you want her just for yourself as badly as I do.” Ronnie left the bedroom.
“He is right. I want Lacy all for myself too… But… Lacy… She….” Robert wasn’t sure what to think anymore.
Ronnie made it to Lacy’s house. She was there waiting for him and lets him in. “Have you been waiting long?” Ronnie whispers to her. She shakes her head. She shuts the door and locks it after she lets him in. She then takes him to her bedroom with her where he shuts the bedroom door and locks it.
“Ronnie… I…” Lacy looks down.
“What’s the matter?” Ronnie touches her face and makes her look at him. “Don’t tell me you want to bring Robert back into the relationship.”
“Make love to me.” Lacy looked up at him with a serious face. Ronnie smiles.
“At a girl.” He chuckled a little.
“I love them both. But… I can’t. I can’t be with them both. This is the right thing to do. Just stick with one.” Lacy thought to herself as Ronnie was undressing her. She began to undress Ronnie. “But…But why do I? Why do I still think of Robert too? Why do I think of them both? Why can’t I love them both? Why can’t I be with them both?!” Lacy and Ronnie were both naked.
“You’re beautiful.” Ronnie said staring at her. “You seem like you’re maturing over the year so far.”
“Y-You think so?” Lacy blushes.
“Of course.” Ronnie kisses her. She kisses his lips back.
“I love them both! I do! It’s wrong of me! But I do!” Lacy cries. She kept kissing Ronnie. Ronnie noticed her crying and stops kissing her.
“What’s the matter?” Ronnie asks.
“Nothing.” Lacy lies. Lacy walks away from Ronnie and sits down on her bed. Lacy wipes her eyes. “Don’t you want me?”
“I do.” Ronnie walks over to her. “Are you sure you’re okay? You were crying. You aren’t thinking of Robert are you?”
“I am not.” Lacy looks at Ronnie. He was standing in front of her. “Do you love me?”
“I do.” Ronnie admits. He blushes a little. “Do you love me?”
“I do. I love you.” Lacy responds.
Robert felt angry. He got out of bed. “Damn Ronnie! Damn him! He can’t just take Lacy like that!” Robert was getting dressed into a different outfit. “I will put an end to this! An end to this all!” Robert ran out of the house. He was on his way to Lacy’s home.
“Lacy don’t just belong to him! We both met her at the same time! I love Lacy too! I want to be with her too!”
Ronnie and Lacy were on the bed together. Lacy was lying there as Ronnie was kissing her neck. She made no sound as he did. Just tears fell down her face. “I want to be with them both. I don’t want to do this. Why did I do this? Was it because I keep thinking about feeling wrong for wanting to be with both? They both told me it was fine, then… then Ronnie tells Alana… And now… I don’t know what to do… Should I give them both up if I can’t be with them both? It’s wrong…” Lacy thought to herself. Her mind felt like it was going in circles. Ronnie takes his mouth off her neck.
“Are you sure you’re alright?” Ronnie asks her.
“I’m fine.” Lacy lies. Ronnie began caressing her. Lacy just laid there. Ronnie was staring at her as he rubbed her. She just laid there crying.
“You keep crying. Are you sure?” Ronnie asks and stops. Lacy stares at him.
“I am fine!” Lacy lied again. She didn’t want to tell Ronnie the truth. She knew he would hate it. “Just continue!”
“Alright…” Ronnie wasn’t sure what to think but trusted Lacy. He knew something was wrong but he wasn’t sure what it was since she wouldn’t tell him.
Robert was still on his way to Lacy’s home. “I don’t give a fuck anymore! I love Lacy and I don’t want to be apart from her! I don’t give a damn if she loves Ronnie too! I don’t!” Robert thought to himself as he ran. He stopped running to catch his breath. “Lacy! Lacy is someone I can’t forget even if I tried! Love does exist! It does and it’s painful but at times it’s good!”
Ronnie was on Lacy. She felt him inside of her. He was groaning. Lacy was letting out soft moans but tears kept coming down her face. “Ronnie!” Lacy moaned.
“Lacy is cute…” Ronnie thought to himself. Lacy wraps her arms around Ronnie.
“Ronnie! Ronnie!” Lacy got a little louder.
“Shh! Don’t want parents knowing!” Ronnie whispers to Lacy. She got quieter but still moaned.
“I wish Robert was here! I want to enjoy this with him too! I love Robert and Ronnie! I love Ronnie a whole lot but when Robert isn’t around… why I am just thinking I am dating Ronnie it doesn’t feel right! I want to be with Robert too and wish for him to be here too! When I am with Robert I still want Ronnie to be there too! I do!” Lacy thought to herself. She started imagining Robert and she wasn’t sure why. “No! Stop it!” Lacy yelled at herself in her head. “Stop it! No! No!!!” Lacy closes her mouth tight and tries to hold her words in. Ronnie stares at her confused.
“Lacy?”
“Continue.” Lacy said and closes her eyes. Ronnie continued and decided to speed up his pace. He groaned quietly.
Lacy felt like she couldn’t stop thinking of Robert. She had her eyes closed and kept seeing him in her mind. “No! This isn’t what I want to think! No!” Lacy thought to herself. “Stop it! Mind stop playing tricks on me!”
“Lacy...” Ronnie moaned into her ear. Lacy imagined Robert moaning in her ear. She stares at Ronnie. As she was staring at him she wasn’t sure why she was thinking of Robert. Why she thought Robert was there on her.
“Rob-“ Lacy almost blurts out. She quickly changes her words. “Ronnie!” She moaned. She hoped Ronnie didn’t hear her almost saying Robert’s name.
“You didn’t say Robert, did you?” Ronnie asks her and stops.
“No!” Lacy lied. Ronnie continued. He wasn’t for sure if he heard her correctly. Lacy closes her eyes.
“Lacy, I love you.” Ronnie says to her.